i don't feel anything. it's cold. it's christmas eve. i'm supposed to be excited. i'm blasé. i'm supposed to wait up tonight for christmas. i've been awake since 4 am for the past week. i'm supposed to feel offense because jason treats me as a sex object. i don't care at all. i should be revising. i tried to do a solomon paper and nearly had a panic attack because half of it was incomprehensible.
but i digress. i'm watching house and drinking juice and i'm going to play flash games on neopets and take joy in the fact that i can earn imaginary money and buy things.
'great men are not always good'
look at those crazy eyes.